For the past few months I have been a bit depressed. I've been angry at myself for not reaching the goals I had hoped to reach by this time of the year yet I haven't been pushing myself as much as I should. I've been lazy and full of excuses as to why I can't get off my ass and do something. I keep telling myself that once things settle down I'll have more time to sew and draw and let my creative side out again. The truth is, things won't be settling down for a long time so I just have to learn how to get over my excuses and do something. I'm only hurting myself more by not trying and I'm over being gloomy, irritable and dull.